Chapter 183

"Look at me!

"

Imryll asked calmly after she took a deep breath,

"Tell me, do you like her?

" But then added helplessly,

"Do you love her?

"

Jackson looked at her with a complicated gaze and said,

"Yes . . .

"

Imryll's small fists tightened before she relaxed . She removed her hands from his chest and turned away, tears fell from her eyes but she didn't make a sound .

"Imryll . . .

" Jackson called out but was interrupted .

"Seems like . . .

"

"Seems like a lot happened between you two while I was away on a family mission . . .

" Imryll's voice was full of pain .

Jackson approached her and embraced her from behind,

"My love for you is more than my love for her . . .

"

"Then if I tell you to leave her, will you leave her?

"

"They have my family as hostages .

"

"What if they didn't?

"

" . . .

"

Seeing that there was no answer, a silent laugh escaped from her mouth .

She removed his hands from her waist and approached the door when suddenly she stopped .

Jackson held her arms and didn't let go of it .

"Let go . . .

" Imryll faintly said .

"Please don't go . . .

" Jackson pleaded with a heavy voice .

Imryll took a deep breath,

"Jackson, I thank you for being honest with me, now please release my hand .

"

" . . . No!

" Jackson hesitated for a moment before he strongly replied .

"Tell me, would you accept me after I said that I slept with another man?

"

Jackson was taken aback but he still replied,

"No . . .

"

Imryll laughed ironically,

"Still honest, that's what I liked the most about you, yet it has come to this . . .

"

Imryll shook her arm, struggling to get away from his grasp .

Seeing her that she was trying to get away from him, he pulled her into his embrace .

"Scoundrel! Leave me!

" Tears emerged out of her eyes but there was little resistance to the struggle she was displaying .

"Even though I love her, you still can't expect me to hand you over to another man, could you?

"

"You are mine!

" Jackson embraced her as he sealed her lips .

Imryll closed her eyes and turned frail and dizzy from the deep kiss he planted on her rosy lips . Her resistance was no more as she melted in his embrace .

Her eyelids twitched from the pleasure she was experiencing .

"This is my first kiss . . .

" Jackson's uttered sightly after seeing her rosy cheeks blush heavily .

In reality, he had already ravaged Katrine and tasted every part of her being, but as a side-effect of the aphrodisiac, he only remembered entering her other than experiencing extreme bliss .

Imryll came out of her reverie and opened her eyes . She looked at him with a mix of fondness and complicated feelings,

"I really am unlucky to be your woman . . .

"

Jackson's face lit up from her statement . He lifted her up and carried her to the bed .

Imryll's leg turned to jelly . All she could do was embrace him and protest shyly,

"No, don't .

"

Ignoring her protests, he placed her gently onto the bed .

"No, my family will find out!

" Realising the seriousness of the situation, she closed her eyes and blurted out as she put up her last line of defense .

Jackson looked at her and held her chin up prompting her to slightly open her eyes,

"They won't find out because they'll only know that you've been kidnapped sometime later .

"

"You . . .

"

Jackson sealed her lips with his own, causing her to be not able to speak .

A few moments passed before she started getting entirely different vibes from her lower body .

Feeling scared and unsure, she started trembling all over the place .

Jackson noticed it and quickly stopped what he was doing .

He cared for her, wanted to protect her and loved her but most importantly, he didn't want for her to leave him .

Her act of leaving invoked him to impose on her hastily afraid that she might leave him forever .

Looking at her slightly trembling body yet not resisting, he turned incredibly sad . He felt like punching himself in the face .

He caressed her cheeks for a few seconds, prompting her to open her eyes .

"Imryll, I'm sorry . . .

" Jackson uttered faintly .

"I'll listen to you . When I'm strong enough, I'll one day approach your family to ask your hand in marriage .

"

Hearing his words, Imryll was taken aback but her muscles relaxed and she felt fuzzy in her heart .

"You won't leave me right?

" Jackson worriedly asked .

"Scoundrel! You already stole my first kiss! Do I look like such a woman to you?

" Imryll angrily protested but her anger was completely fake .

A smile lit upon his face as he said,

"My Imryll is the most virtuous woman I've ever met .

"

"And you're the shameless man I've ever met!

" Imryll pouted angrily .

Jackson's expression froze, he then returned to his senses,

"Why you!

" He pulled her cheeks in different directions .

Imryll burst out laughing and tried to get him off of her but suddenly she froze, feeling a stick of hardness hitting above her stomach .

Jackson's face twitched as he automatically removed himself from her .

The atmosphere turned silent leading into one awkward situation .

"Does it hurt?

" A meek voice was heard in the soundless room .

Jackson turned to look at her face and turned speechless at her blushing expression .

Looking at his expression, she immediately tried to explain,

"It's not like that . . . I read it in a book . . .

" She then immediately shut her mouth and her expression turned awry from shame . She wanted to go hide herself in a hole .

Jackson looked at her as he found her even more desirable . His lips turned dry as he felt the heat rising upon his lower body . He wanted to stop himself and but suddenly found himself saying,

"It hurts . . .

"

Imryll looked at his face and the place that was towering . She steeled herself and slowly approached him .

Kneeling before him on the bed, she raised her hands and tried to touch that thing which caused a bulge in his pants .

She almost reached it but retrieved back her hand and turned her face away from shame .

Looking at that, Jackson dryly laughed,

"It's fine Imryll, don't push yourself too hard . If you leave it alone for some time, it'll eventua . . . eh . . .

" He felt her touch down there causing him to freeze momentarily .

"You sure you want to do this?

" He asked as he gulped because he knew he wouldn't be able to hold back anymore .

Imryll nodded with a determined expression albeit, a little shy .

She grasped it and . . .