WARNING: This chapter contains mature R-18 content. I've been spoiling you guys already. XD Anyway, enjoy. If uncomfortable, do skip since you are already warned. If not a warning, then feel free to read. :3

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It was as if the earth stuttered on its axis. Shu Xian never knew that she could arch her back this much, her body twitching as she could no longer contain the pleasure coursing through her body.

It was as if her energy had been drained all away from her. With her slowly easing her back on the bed, she laid their naked and sleepy, Pan An now pulling away from her as he felt her hand loosening from his hair.

He lifted his head up and then smiled at Shu Xian who now had her eyes closed. With her letting out deep breaths as if to calm herself down, Pan An felt that his pants were getting tighter when he realized that he had not been completely satisfied with what had happened.

'Shit… I have to deal with this now. And fast.'

Wanting to still take care of Shu Xian, Pan An carried her and settled her on the pillow. Not even bothering to let her wear her clothes, Shu Xian relaxed when she felt Pan An cover her with a blanket.

It was obvious that she was tired and overwhelmed. With Pan An planting a kiss on top of her head, he whispered near her ear, wondering if Shu Xian was still awake for her to hear him.

"I'll just go to the comfort room.

"

Not expecting a reply from the tired Shu Xian, Pan An immediately went to the restroom and then stripped himself naked.

With him opening the shower and then adjusting it to a warmer temperature, he grunted when finally his shaft was released free from the tightness of his pants and underwear.

He could still remember Shu Xian trembling in pleasure under his touch. He could still remember and hear the moans and screams especially when she said his name!

Shu Xian in a pleasurable state was like ecstasy to him. He wanted so much to further touch her—to further feel her—to further taste her.

Though he couldn't take her in this time. Shu Xian has to take it slow and he should not make her feel scared.

Pan An hitched a breath when he went under the shower and then proceeded to hold his rock-hard shaft. With it awake and standing up, he imagined Shu Xian and moved his hand up and down in a moderate pace, letting out a sigh of satisfaction as he said her name.

"Shu Xian, Shu Xian…

"

Pan An put his left hand against the bathroom wall, the man continuing to satisfy himself. He started to imagine Shu Xian and what he could have done if ever things were to further escalate.

He imagined Shu Xian's answer a while ago—her doing one of his kinks of straddling on top of him. He imagined sucking her neck, he imagined fondling her breast, and he imagined Shu Xian rubbing herself against him as part of their foreplay.

Pan An then imagined either taking her on the couch, or taking her on the bed instead. He imagined that after he tasted her, Shu Xian would get a taste of him back.

A woman as innocent as Shu Xian would make it feel awkward especially to her once she knows that he wanted her to touch him there. He imagined looking straight into Shu Xian's shy eyes, them locking gazes as she slowly moved her hand up and down on his length.

The thought further turned him on, making him quicken the pace of his hand. With him gritting his teeth in pleasure, he furrowed his brows and closed his eyes with what he had imagined next.

He thought of her shyly bending down, but still curious to know what it would feel like having him inside her mouth. He imagined Shu Xian giving his head a little lick before comfortably opening her mouth to take him in.

"Aaah… Shu Xian…

"

Pan An felt pathetic that he had to resort to this for the meantime but he had no choice. Shu Xian fell asleep and even though she still has the energy for it, he had to take it slow for the young lady who's so innocent.

He wondered when he could have more moments with her—he wondered when he can finally have her!

Pan An started imagining Shu Xian sucking and licking, bobbing her head up and down. He quickened his pace once more as he felt pleasure course through his body, wondering what it would have felt like to have his shaft engulfed in heat and wetness.

"Shu Xian…

"

Pan An imagined settling himself above Shu Xian. He imagined her shy, but expectant eyes on him as he parted her legs—he imagined settling himself near her entrance.

He imagined her wrapping her arms around his neck, or settling it on his shoulders as she clung on to dear life. He imagined slowly putting himself inside her, Shu Xian gasping with the size and feel of him as it is her first time having something inside her.

He imagined Shu Xian saying his name the moment he came inside her in one quick thrust to claim her virginity. He imagined how tight and wet she must be with him inside her—he wondered if Shu Xian would feel good.

The thought made him nervous. What if one day if given the chance to do it, she wouldn't like it? What if one day he would hurt her? What if one day she wouldn't enjoy?

'No… Shu Xian isn't like that,' he thought, continuing to imagine her as he jerked off. 'She enjoyed—she screamed and moaned for me. She would like it—I'd just have to make sure to be gentle before going rough.'

Pan An now thought of her wrapping her legs around his waist. He imagined ramming himself in and out of her harder, faster, deeper—her fingernails digging on his back.

"Damn!

"

He cursed under his breath when the thought further turned him on. He was already nearing to his climax, his hand quickening its pace as he continued imagining to himself his fantasies that he wanted to have with Shu Xian.

He started imagining her captured in his fervent kiss as he continued thrusting himself in and out of her. He imagined their breaths mingling with each other, both of them looking at each other in such heated gazes.

He imagined getting her crazy—unable to think under his touch! Oh, he couldn't wake to definitely make her insane.

If it would take for both of them to only touch each other until they could finally do the deed, then he'd do it as long as Shu Xian's comfortable with their sexual interactions.

"Aaah! Fuck!

"

Pan An felt as if he was about to burst! With him leaning his forehead against the bathroom wall, he let out his seeds, his hand stopping midway as he panted.

He blankly stared at his shaft and realized that it had not yet calmed down, a mischievous and slightly annoyed smirk appearing on his face as he talked to his member as if it were human.

"Come on… be patient. Relax, you'll get what you want soon.

"

With the warm water from the shower continuing to run, he then let out a sigh as he started cleaning the floor first before started to bathe.

With the thought of Shu Xian sleeping naked on his bed, he wondered he if could resist touching her, knowing that he had to sleep beside her.

Hell, he had to control himself! Attacking a woman in her sleep is something that he wouldn't do even though he knew that it was so tempting to touch her. Maybe he could only embrace her and kiss her—but not further touch because he really respects her.

After his quick shower, he then put on a bathrobe, turning off the shower and then went out of the bathroom. The moment he was out, his eyes slightly widened to see that Shu Xian was sitting up, the sheet wrapped around her as she looked at him shyly.

"Shu Xian?

" Pan An called out to her, wondering why she was up when she was just sleeping minutes ago.

"Why are you up? Are you alright?

"

The moment Pan An sat on the other side of the bed, Shu Xian nodded once and then bit her bottom lip as if she was contemplating whether to say it or not.

Luckily for her, Pan An noticed that she was hesitant, but at the same time, would want to say something. So he urged her, planting a soft kiss on her forehead before asking her a question.

"Tell me, Shu Xian. I told you that you can tell me anything since we're a couple now.

"

And with a nod, Shu Xian did so. However, what he said was something that Pan An had not said at all, his heart racing in his chest as she said something so suggestive.

"I can't help but think that I felt good… but don't you also need to feel good?

"

Pan An blinked his eyes, unable to absorb what she had said.

"What?

"

Shu Xian fell quiet for a full three seconds. With her then holding Pan An's hand, what she said next had made Pan An's jaw almost drop in surprise.

"Can I… touch you?

"