” Yu Dong you…”

” Grandma I think we should let sister calm down,” Yu Tong sensed that her grandmother was getting angry so she hurriedly interrupted her, she knew that if she didn’t do that the latter would blow up at Yu Dong and look at Yu Dong who was already so shaken up, it didn’t look like it was the right thing to do at the moment.

Grandma Yu was indeed furious but when she saw how tired and worn out her granddaughter looked she couldn’t bring herself to scold her anymore, forget it. This wasn’t Yu Dong’s fault, she had done enough for her husbands as it is, if these kids were still so sensitive as before then how will they support their wife? After she calmed down Grandma Yu helped Aunt Wang to park her cart in the courtyard of the new family house and Yu Tong after taking permission from Yu Dong moved Shen Li and Ye Liu to their room given that Yu Dong was already carrying Chen Mi in her arms.

For the sake of Wu Junfen’s convenience, Yu Tong took both Shen Li and Ye Liu to Yu Dong’s room and laid them next to each other. On the other hand, Yu Dong took Chen Mi to his room and eased him off on his bed before sitting on the stool that was next to his bed —— she knew that she needed to go and see Shen Li and Ye Liu but at the moment she was just so furious, angry and frustrated that she couldn’t summon the will to go and look at their faces.

After all the promises that the two made to her, that they will grow old with each other… they just went ahead and offed themselves on a stupid tree for a freaking stupid reason! So what if they could not have kids, will she not love them? Will she not adore them? Did they still think that she thought of them as a baby-making machine?

To her their existence was more than that, if they could have a child good —— but if they couldn’t have a child that was good as well, she didn’t care about the laws and she didn’t care what would have happened after she died, she would have made her children capable enough that they would have survived without the properties of their mother.

Shen Li and Ye Liu’s importance was never limited to them giving an heir to her anyway, she was in fact never worried about dying without an heir. And that was exactly what she told them, did she ever try to force them to give her a child? Did she ask them to drink this or eat that so that their wombs would become even more fertile?

When she was in the world of apocalypse, she was stabbed by a traitor in the back and lost her ability to give birth to a child, her womb received severe injuries and was deemed unfit but she never limited herself because of that, she was more than that —-she was a sister, a warrior and a protector so what if she couldn’t be a mother? She was at loss, yes, but she never thought about giving up on her life.

After she levelled up in her cultivation she could have healed herself, but she never tried it because she got used to living like that—— she came to accept the fact that she will never become a mother and died without marrying anyone.

So why can’t Shen Li and Ye Liu? Why couldn’t they understand that just because they couldn’t become a father, they were deemed unfit to stay alive? They were someone’s husbands, brothers, uncles and friends. Would these people who care so much about them be not affected? Of course, they would have been! Especially her, she still didn’t understand how she was supposed to survive this blow in her life if not for her grandmother.

She intertwined her fingers and rested her forehead against them, she was really tired and angry … in fact, the emotion that she was feeling at the moment the most ——was frustration. To think that they didn’t even trust her and did something so unforgivable as that——

Her thoughts were broken when the door to Chen Mi’s room was pushed open and a harassed-looking Fang Chi walked in, seeing him sweating like he came running, Yu Dong stood up from the stool and crossed the room as she helped him sit on the edge of Chen Mi’s bed. ” Why did you come here?”

” How…how can I not come?” he gulped while breathing hard and Yu Dong walked to the cabinet before pouring a cup of water for Fang Chi before handing it to him. He took it from her but didn’t drink it instead he looked at her and asked with all seriousness, ” What happened…how are Brother Li and Brother Liu, are they okay?”

” I don’t know,” said Yu Dong sounding somewhat peevish as she ran her hand through her hair. ” I don’t want to see them at the moment.”

” Dong Dong.” Fang Chi set the cup down after taking a sip and took her hand in his. ” I know that you are angry with what they have done but you shouldn’t hold it against them, they might have their reasons and that was why——”

” They tried to leave me, Chi!” said Yu Dong looking very upset as she clenched her hands in fists. ” They tried to leave me just because they couldn’t get pregnant? Couldn’t they have put a little bit of trust in me, I would have loved them no matter what! They were mine! Their lives were mine! And they decided to throw it all away. For what?”