Chapter 0261 , ZAIA. , A week has passed, and I feel… empty. , The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to , deal with. , Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness. , My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything. , When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack. , He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. , The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid. , And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him? , But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be , forever in his debt., that we are. , Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without , one another. , Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right. , Where do I lack? , That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice. , For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia…. that thought brings me hope. , Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. , I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave. , Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more. , He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life. , But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always , despite the love we feel too., If we make it out of this alive… , “Dad… come,” I say gently, holding my hand out to him. , remain, , He looks at me and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he looks aged. , I need you, Dad.. , I can’t lose him. , “Do you think burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard , of The Dark Hollow Falls Pack. , “She lived here for some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the , children here… she wanted that “I say quietly. , Not telling him that Mom once told me, she wished to be buried away from The , Crystal Shadow Pack. That she refuses to be buried in a pack where her mate’s , mistress is Luna. , I’m not sure what stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that order of hers from long , ago. , 15 BONUS , That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice., For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope. , Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. , I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from , Mom’s grave. , Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more. , He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life. , But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too. , If we make it out of this alive…. , “Dad… come,” I say gently, holding my hand out to him. , He looks at me and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he looks aged. , I need you, Dad… , I can’t lose him. , “Do you think burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard of The Dark Hollow Falls Pack., “She lived here for some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children here… she wanted that.” I say quietly. , Not telling him that Mom once told me, she wished to be buried away from The Crystal Shadow Pack. That she refuses to be buried in a pack where her mate’s , mistress is Luna.. , I’m not sure what stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that order of hers from long. , ago. , 15 BONUS , Dad nods. “Well, what next?” , I look around, but don’t reply. There is still a way that the Sable are listening in on our conversations. We have been intercepted twice on trips and I’ve grown tired of watching my back. , But it’s not all a disappointment. Atticus has found something, and I am going to meet him later since neither of us trusted discussing it over the phone. , Komentar, Search the website on Google to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.