Chapter 0276 , SEBASTIAN. , All i see is the look in her eyes as she raised the gun and shot me. , I’ve lost her. , She will never forgive me, and why should she? , I brought this on myself…. , The same thoughts circle my mind, slamming me with the brutal truth of what I have done. Spinning, screaming, and shouting as they whirl around my head; and , there’s nothing I can do but accept it. , I was close to death after she shot me, but Gerard refused to let me die, although , both Gaultier and Zade didn’t mind if I did. , All I remember was Gerard saying he would not let me die and if anything , happened, they would all suffer the consequences. , I now stare out at the moon through the skylight. Night has fallen, but it’s just another painful day gone. Another day that I am haunted by the memories of the Alpha Queen shooting me without any hesitation. , I deserved that., There was a moment she was shocked… but it was just a secondary reaction. She didn’t turn back as she left the room, but I shouldn’t be expecting anything, anyway. , When the one who pushed her to this was none other than me. , How many times have I betrayed her trust? Far too many times. , I know that… but then why do I sit here thinking of her day and night? With every day that passed I realised that, that I don’t think I could live without her. Which , doesn’t matter anyway, this isn’t about me…. , The guilt of every **ing stupid decision I’ve made, the regret of every **ing time. I’ve caused her pain, claws at me. Ripping me apart with guilt and regret from the , 15 BONUS , inside. , She deserves so much **ing better. Yet I know that she loved me, and I destroyed… , her faith in me repeatedly. I can feel my wolf’s agony inside of me, his anguish at the fact I do not have her nearby. , I don’t deserve her, not anymore… she was too good for me from the start… and , although I thought I did good, all I did was **ing hurt her. , I’ll never forget the way her lavender eyes were full of pain. , My head drops as I feel the stinging in my eyes as my vision blurs., Why did I always ** up even when all I want is the best for those I love? , “What is going on?!” Gaultier’s distant snarl makes me look towards the doors. , Something must have happened… , I stand up, silently making my way to the door and open it. They’re probably , watching me in this room, anyway. , I try to be careful, but I also know they will never fully trust me, regardless. , Gaultier slams his fist into the wall as Zade growls at him. , “Calm the ** down. Welet…” he trails off when he sees me. , “We can’t what?” I ask, walking over to them, and shoving my hands into the pockets , of my pants. , “You don’t need to **ing know. Aren’t you meant to be resting?” he says. , sarcastically. , “I’m healed,” I reply coldly, although due to the poison in the bullet, I am still not , fully recovered, but I am getting there. , “Good, so ** off.” Gaultier snarls. , “Alright, I’ll just go ask Gerard what the ** is going on,” I shoot back coldly, about, to turn away when Zade grabs my forearm. , “Hey… listen, this doesn’t involve you,” Zade warns. , 15 BONUS , “Or it does. Don’t you think it’s strangely **ing coincidental that now of all **ing times they figured out the cameras?” He spits, now looking at me accusingly. , I don’t react, cocking a brow. “Cameras? What are we talking about?” , Sc, they understood the message. Excellent. This will help them get a step ahead instead of being spied on all the damn time. , SURPERISE GIFT: 3000 bonus free for you, activity time is limited! , Komentar , Vote (640x) , GET IT , Chapter 0277, Search the website on Google to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.