Chapter 55
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nThane, who blinked in wonder at my request to call my name, nodded and pursed his lips as usual.
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nAnd this time it would be fine.
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nThane, who was about to smile, finally felt the change and his eyes widened.
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nI could see his amazement through his trembling lips. But even as he noticed the change, Thane did not easily speak out.
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nHe only exhaled a small breath with his eyelashes shivering, as if he couldn’t believe he had recovered the voice he had lost.
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n“Thane.”
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nI held his face gently at Thane’s hesitant appearance. I don’t understand all his fears, but at least he could rely on me.
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nI looked straight at Thane and spoke slowly but clearly.
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n“Trust me and try to speak. Just look at me and call my name.”
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nAt my words, Thane’s gaze shook unsteadily.
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nAnd after a moment, Thane closed his eyes and opened his mouth.
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n“Oh, oh, ohㅡ”
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nThe first thing I heard was the cacophony of a vocal cord he hadn’t used in a long time.
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nA harsh sound came from his throat, since he’s using his voice for the first time in fifteen years. For me, hearing his vou6was the most pleasant sound there could be.
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nThane, who stared at me puzzledly, touched his neck with his hand trembling in astonishment.
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nOn his white neck, an old scar was still visible.
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n“You’re doing great.”
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nI looked straight at him and nodded as affectionately as I could.
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nA few times he just licked his lips. And a few short words followed.
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nThen a word, no maybe its a name, to be exact, came out of his mouth.
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n“E…rita.”
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nThat moment felt perfect, Thane’s voice calling names for the first time.
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nIt was a call that cracked, but it was bolder and more beautiful than any other.
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n“Yes, Thane.”
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nI answered his call with my red teary eyes more brightly than ever.
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nThane called my name and I heard him…
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n“Eㅡrita.”
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n“Yes, Thane,”
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n“Erita…”
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n“I’m here.”
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nThane, who kept muttering my name welling up tears in the corners of his eyes continued to call me.
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nHis face was still wet and his swollen eyes looked pitiful as he had been weeping for a long time.
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n“…Erita.”
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nAt the sight of Thane repeating only my name over twenty times, I finally burst into laughter.
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nThane’s appearance was similar to that of a baby bird staring blindly at its mother bird.
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n“Are you going to keep calling my name?”
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nI leaned against the back of the sofa and asked with a smile.
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nAt my question, Thane slowly lowered his gaze.
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nHis ears, which seemed excited above his head, looked discouraged to see me leaning down.
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n“I can’t keep calling you, can’t I?”
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nAnd Thane’s the sullen voice that followed.
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n‘Somehow I felt like I’ve become a bad person… ‘
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nWas it my misunderstanding that he looks like a dog scolded by its owner?
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nThe cracked voice was still the same, but Thane quickly adapted to making sounds.
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n“My voice, it’s not good to hear.”
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n“No! It’s Great!”
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nI was going to say something else, but my eyes widened at Thane’s depressing words.
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n“You can keep calling me. You can call my name as many times as you want. Okay?”
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n“Yes, Erita.”
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nThane’s expression brightened for a moment at my words and then smiled faintly.
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n‘It’s hard to say no to Thane for some reason.’
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nI breathed out a smile as I watched Thane reflect on my name again.
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n‘Well, it’s just a name that he wants to call with such a cute look, but what can’t be done?’
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nYurgen told me over and over again, but I had a particularly weak side for Thane.
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n“Yurgen said I was too protective of Thane.”
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nOf course, Thane rarely bothered me, but sometimes I was exceptionally soft towards Thane.
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n“…Erita?”
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n“Huh?”
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n“What are you worried about?”
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nAfter thinking about something else for a moment, I suddenly realized that Thane, who was calling me with his head tilted, spoke, “Is it because of my face and ears?”
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nThane, who boasts pure blood even among the wolfbeasts, was never weak even now that he became an adult.
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nHe grew up with incomparable reliability compared to when he was young, when he could be called weak.
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n‘But, strangely, his face was the same as when he was young.’
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nMaybe that’s why I’m so sensitive when it comes to Thane.
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nAlthough he has grown in size, his innocent face has not changed at all from his childhood appearance.
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nSo, it seems that I’m particularly soft to Thane.
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nShaking my head in agreement with my thoughts, I reached out and gently stroked Thane’s curly hair.
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nThe hair wrapped around my fingers was as soft and glossy as his well-maintained hair.
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n“Hehe, I think Thane is still the same as when he was young.”
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nThane, which had been groaning as he closed his eyes and enjoyed my touch, suddenly stopped.
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nBut I did not feel anything strange and continued talking.
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n“When you were a child, I liked to pat your head like this. It was so small that I could put it on my lap.”
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nAlone, drenched in memories and smiling, I did not notice the desperate change on Thane’s face.
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nAfter that, I started arguing about how cute the young Thane was.
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n“…Erita.”
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n“Yes?”
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nWhat stopped me was the call of Thane, who suddenly got up.
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nThane lowered his gaze with a stiff expression and whispered.
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n“It’s very late.”
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nAt his words, I looked at the clock.
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n“Oh, it’s past ten o’clock. Thane, can I take you to the top? If I take you by teleport, you won’t get caught, so that would be better, right?”
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nHaving concluded the decision, I quickly got up from my seat and tried to grab my coat.
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n“Shh, I don’t like it.”
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nI was going to wear only a hood over my indoor clothes, but I froze at Thane’s words.
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n“Huh?”
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nThane, who had never said no, looked at me without hiding his embarrassed face, but Thane shook his head again, saying no.
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n“I can go alone.”
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n“Well, I know that.”
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nOf course, with Thane’s skills, I know that it’s not dangerous even on a night like this, and I know that he could find the way alone…
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n“But let’s go together.”
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n“I can go alone.”
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nWasn’t that good? The words I was about to ask were swallowed again by Thane’s insistence, who spoke firmly with a determined expression on his face.
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n“Is that so? All right then.”
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nWhen I nodded with a shrieked expression, Thane’s expression became brighter.
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n“You don’t want me to go with you?”
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nI felt a little sad at the thought of such a thing, but I thought that he might want to be alone today.
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n“Then go home safely. I’ll come and see you next time.”
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nAfter reorganizing Thane’s disorganized hood, I regretfully made my way to the balcony.
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n“Erita, Iㅡ”
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n“Yes, Thane.”
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nThane, who stopped for a moment in front of the balcony, called me with a determined expression.
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n“…Thank you so much.”
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nPerhaps he forgot to say thank you countless times with tears earlier, but I smiled softly at Thane, who bowed again.
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n“I kept my promise.”
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nMy words struck a strange note on Thane’s face. No wonder I never told Thane about his voice.
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nIf I fail, I might hurt him again.
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n“I made a promise to get your voice back. I’m glad it’s not too late.”
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nHis questioning stare made me smile, and I answered. Then, Thane bit his lip and slowly grabbed his wrist with the bracelet I gave earlier.
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n“…I’m so sorry to have made you a bracelet.”
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nI looked at Thane’s wrist with sullen eyes and apologized.
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n“Originally, I was going to make them into earrings. But I couldn’t reduce the size of the jewelry any more.”
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nAt my words, Thane shook his head quickly.
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n“Erita, if you give it to me, I like all of it.”
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n“Then I’m glad.”
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nThen, for some reason, I laughed softly and tapped Thane on the back as he spoke in a desperate tone.
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n“Well, go ahead, then. If it’s too late, Yurgen will be worried.”
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nThane, who had hesitated for a moment at my urging, jumped over the balcony, saying he would come back soon.
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nWhen I asked him how he didn’t get caught, he seemed to have stepped on the roofs of buildings.
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nWatching Thane’s back disappear until the end, I massaged my shoulder and headed to bed.
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n“Phew… I’m glad it worked out safely.”
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nLaying down on the soft bed, I closed my tired eyes and muttered.
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nOf course, I checked it several times, but I was quite nervous because I felt uncertain about its outcome.
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n“But is it just me that I feel like I’ve forgotten something?”
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nFor some reason, I looked back at my thoughts again, but nothing came to mind.
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nMaybe it’s because I’m tired.
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nIt was then…
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nKnock, knock!
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n“Lady, this is Marilyn.”
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nMarilyn’s voice came along with the knock, and I shouted for her to enter as I was resting on the bed.
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nWith a click, the door opened and Marilyn with a grim expression entered.
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n“Lady, it’s time to take a bath. What would you like to do?”
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n“Umm…”
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nI pondered for a moment at her words. The desire to lie down and sleep and the desire to soak in the hot water were both enticing.
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n“Well, I want to take a bath. Is it ready?”
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nIn the end, it was the temptation of warm water that won.
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n“Yes. You said that you went out today. I thought you would be tired, so I even released the new bath products.”
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nAt my question, Marilyn nodded her head as if it were natural, and grabbed my outstretched hand and lifted me up.
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n“And the bath bombs? Hehe, Marilyn is the best!”
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nI smiled and put my arms around Marilyn.
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n“Oh, that’s right. Wait a minute.”
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nThe moment I was leaving the room to go to the bath, I rushed to my desk when something suddenly came to my mind.
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nThere was a present I had bought for Marilyn when I went to the bookstore during the day.
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nI picked up a square gift wrapped in wrapping paper.
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n“Come on! This is for you Marilyn.”
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n“What? What kind of gift are you giving me all of a sudden?”
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nI handed over the gift to Marilyn, who had a puzzled expression on her face, and then opened the door with a smile.
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n“I’ll see you in the room. You’ll probably like it.”
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nIt’s the next volume of the novel Marilyn has been eagerly waiting for.
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nMarilyn’s eyes opened wide at the whisper I made, with a playful wink.
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nShe stammered on the present and stared at me. But I couldn’t be that cynical normally.
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n“You can’t stay up all night reading that!”
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n“Of course!”
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nMy steps toward the bath and Marilyn’s steps were light.
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nIt was the next day that I remembered something that I had forgotten earlier.
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