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nchapter 6.2

nChem tightly clings to her brother’s neck and nuzzle her face on his nape.

n――This behavior confirms that she is brocon…

nMy brother who rescued me from crisis. I can understand why she is dependent upon her brother.

nWhen the dream was over, it switched back to the usual screen.

nAs usual, it was past noon when I confirmed the total number of fate points. I was exhausted, and so were my eyes, so I took them away from the screen and headed out of the room.

nWhen I stepped down into the hallway to get down, the door of the next room opened.

n“Is it a holiday today ??”

nMy voice leaks unexpectedly when an unexpected person appears in front of me.

nIn addition to the situation where there is no sense of the day of the week, I was too immersed in the village of fate and was completely out of everyones sight. Was it already Sunday?

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nI was still sleepy, but when I saw the person in front of me, my sleepy state completely disappeared.

nThis is worst!!!!

nMy sister is here, and she seems SUPER angry.

nMy relationship with my sister is not like Gamz at all.

nA younger sister with a well-built face that can be declared to be a beauty even by his brother. When I was a student, she was confessed to a lot and always came to me for consultation.

n…… She has become even more beautiful now.

nI took over none of the good gene frome my parents, and my sister inherited only the good gene of my parents.

nGlossy black hair extends straight down to her shoulders, creating an inaccessible atmosphere combined with her bright eyes.

nShe is not younger than me by a lot, but her youth makes me jealous.

n“I was just going to the bathroom”

nI said that and headed towards the toilet on the second floor.

nI was going to have lunch, but let’s leave it for now. It will just make the situation worse for both of us.

n“Fine. Don’t touch the toilet on the first floor.”

nIt’s a harsh tone, but I’m already used to it.

nI don’t have the right to say anything and even I don’t feel like complaining. My sister works hard and earns money at home. I am in a different position, just a waste of space.

n“I know”

nI don’t even like to share a toilet, yet I’m always reminded to use only the toilet on the second floor.

nIt was troublesome to get down the stairs in the first place, so it was already rare for me to use it.

n“React a little…. I’m sorry, but you can’t keep acting like this.”

nThe last sentence as my sister disappeared downstairs did not reached my ears.

nWe used to be a close brother and sister pair with a good reputation in the neighborhood, but now I am in this state.

nThe cause is obvious. After being disillusioned with everything, our relationship became like stranger’s. After not securing a job for myself, even having a normal conversation became hard.

nBack then I was… Let’s stop. Nothing happens when I regret and remember my past, because you can’t go back to the time that have passed.

nIt seems that the reason why I feel so depressed today because I saw Gamz and Chem’s past.

nDependable brother and useless brother. After seeing that … I would definitely compare myself with him even if I do not like it.

nEven my sister wants a brother like Gamz, not me.

nI lost my appetite completely and went back to my room and watched the villagers until night.

nEven today, they are living a hard life without any complaints at all. They work with mutual respect and help eachother.

nChem who smiles while giving drinking water to the villagers.

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nGamz who is patrolling even with his wounds.

nMe who is wallowing in my regret…..

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n“I want to change”

nI was surprised by the words which has leaked from my mouth.

nSomething hits the back of my hand after my voice leaked.

nSomething warm is falling on my hands.

n――Something wet is sliding down my cheeks.

n“Why are you crying???…. Haha … If you regret enough to cry, why … didn’t ever do something… Why are you sitting here…….”

nI was overwhelmed. My tears did not stop.

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