Well after two more days in hospital bored out of my brain I was allowed home, to be told to rest at home for a few days. Before finally getting back to a day to day routine. Thankfully Logan was away from pack for a few months doing his Alpha training which was definitely a blessing in disguise as it meant I didn’t have to worry about running into him, though I was getting persistent messages from him:, Del, I am missing you,, Could you call? I’ve been worried about you since finding out about your trip to hospital yet nobody seems to want to keep me updated. You know I still love you., Logan, —————Lilah, Did you ever give it any thought about trying things out being a three with me and Ani? I’m sure it could work. You’d be my main pick you know that., Logan, D, Are you better now? Been so worried about you. I wanted to be there for you to take care of you. Like a mate should. But wouldn’t let me be there. I miss you and still love you., L, —————, I chose to ignore them all. He was clueless. Anya deserved so much better. I honestly wonder now what I saw in him… the hurt he caused me…maybe the moon goddess had done me a favour….either way I still knew I never wanted to feel like that again., There was still multiple run- ins with Anya and now her friends too, though she had gone back to the beatings like they were at school. Nothing as psychotic as the incident in the cabin. I just accepted them as part of my life in pack now and got used to covering my bruises., Life was getting back to normal. The Drs had told me there was thankfully no long term damage, which considering the amount of wolfsbane that crazy b***h had injected in me I was lucky., I spent my free time with Indie at her cottage, and some times at Aunty T’s house too, Deyton and Stu had reached out a few times to try to arrange stuff but after what Deyton had told me I didn’t want them putting their careers on the line for me, they’d already done so much for me sitting by my bed in the hospital and being there for me at school when nobody else was, so I told them no, and just chatted to them via message every now and again. But I knew they would make amazing warriors., Work was busy as Uncle had finally invested in some new computers which meant I could invest in some new software to update the systems and make the whole processing system for the pack more effective., But it meant I would be busy for the next few months, but that was how I would rather be. I hoped through doing this sort of work I could look to apply for jobs out of pack and potentially move away but I hadn’t spoken to my parents about that yet, it was still an idea I was thinking about., I had long since decided that after what happened with Logan I did not want to go through the pain of love again, so I did not want a mate, so I do not plan to look for my mate, so I can travel anywhere for work, so I am hoping with my computer knowledge and as much experience as I can gain I can apply for some jobs well out of the area so I can go off travelling, because I don’t think there is much to hold me here anymore., I see how Logan has changed and I don’t think he will be a good Alpha, so I don’t think I want to be here with him as an Alpha, and I most certainly do not want to be here with Anya as a Luna. So I think going off travelling to work could be perfect for me… I just need to convince my parents of that…., Search the website on Google to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.