Makahi POV: 3 months later, “THEY DIDN’T JUST VANISH OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH! SOMEONE HAS TO KNOW SOMETHING!” I yelled in frustration pacing the office in the pack house. I have practically moved in here since Ji’lahni was kidnapped. We have check every property or house that Zane or his family has ever owned or visited. We have even raided his territory and some of his allies. All we know is he somehow always manages to sneak in and out of the country without our scout knowing it. I was struggling to keep it together I know my temper is out of control but my wolf is in physical pain without my mate and my pups. I don’t know if they’re OK or if they’re… I refuse to finish that thought they are alive I know it I just need one chance to find any valuable entail on alpha Zane’s whereabouts., “Alpha we need to talk.” Montago came into the office. I have pretty much allowed him to run the pack. I needed to focus on finding Ji’lahni. Barely looking up from the map that I had spread across my desk circling areas we haven’t check and putting x’s on places we have. “What is Montago? I’m busy. I told you to handle any pack business and things you don’t know ask my father.” “I know. But this isn’t about pack business this is about you.” He said coming to sit in one of the chairs across from my desk. I looked up at him confused. Leaning back in my chair I wait for him to speak. “Look I understand how much finding Ji’lahni means to you.” “Do you really understand because as I see it you have your mate and although you haven’t marked her yet you still have a bond and she is here safe and sound and currently not carrying your pups that may or may not have been killed or her killing them because of her b***d, but you don’t know because a sick Psycho son of a b***h doesn’t want to mate and mark her. How can you possibly understand. Please enlighten me on your understanding of how I feel.” I finished breathing hard trying to reign in my wolf who wanted to rip Montago’s throat out., “Sorry Alpha I meant no disrespect. I just wanted you to know everyone is worries about you. The pack members are becoming concerned, you’re right I can’t imagine the pain you and your wolf is feeling. But as your best friend since we were pups I damn sure know some of the pain your feelings because as your beta our bond is close enough that I can feel some of your pain and it kills me.” Montago says with sadness in his eyes. I know as my Beta our bond is different from the rest of the pack. As an Alpha I can feel when one of my pack members die. But Montago and I could feel much more, I could feel if Montago is in severe pain and he can feel mine as well. “I know everyone wants me to move on but I just can’t until I know what happened to them. I can’t give up on them until I know. I have made so many mistakes denying our bond leaving her vulnerable to be taken not believing in her innocence, even my mother had more faith in her then I did she never lost faith but I did and she was torchored, beaten, and goddess knows what else when they were in that camp because of me. Then I failed her again when she felt she had no other choice but to sacrifice herself to save her family and us. I won’t give up or fail her until I find her.” I said with what felt like a lump of coal in my throat. The guilt I felt was unbearable for my wolf he would bury himself deep into the recesses of my consciousness., “You can’t carry that guilt by yourself.” Lynn said from the door I whipped my head up to find Lynn, Mina, Shawna, Shadow, Hunter, my mother, and father who file into the room my mother rushing over to embrace me like she use to when I was a young pup and she would k**s the top of my head and ensuring me everything would be ok. But she can’t say that now because we truly don’t know. But I still allow the embrace because she was my mother and she could still calm me not as strong as my mate could but I’m willing to take anything right now. “She is family and us three is all we have left of that family so we will never give up on her because she wouldn’t give up on us. I know that where ever she is, she is fighting and planning and we are going to keep looking until she gives us a sign and she will, we just have to be ready. Shawna said with more confidence then I had at the moment., Ji’lahni POV: Another 3 weeks later, “UUURRRRGGGHHH!” I yelled as I try again to break the lock on my door. My baby was kicking up a storm landing on my bladder yet again. I gave up my efforts so I can use the restroom. My prison cell was a beautiful big room with a big king size bed in the center of the room and a vanity in the corner big beautiful windows which would be perfect if they didn’t have bars on them courtesy of the alpha after I tried to climb 2 stories down when I first got here. There was a walk in closet filled with fashion designer clothes I refuse to wear I stuck with leggings and big shirts partly because my stomach was huge. I know that being pregnant by a werewolf would be different but no one knew how much different because apparently I was the first. According to the nurse I was 20 weeks she didn’t have any equipment in order to see him she only had a handle held machine that allowed me to listen to him. I cried when I first heard him, I say him because Zane told me that alphas only had boys so I just took his word for it not that it matters the only good thing is Zane refused to mark me while I was carrying another wolf’s child. Washing my hand after I pee for the 50th time glancing at the jacuzzi in the center of the bathroom wanting to just relax but I couldn’t I had to try to got out of here before I became to far along to move. I Already looked like I was 30 weeks and not 20 weeks he was a big baby I know for sure I wonder if his dad was a big baby as well. I hurry up and erase those thoughts thinking about Kahi only made me emotional and wondering if he was even looking for me or if he mated and marked that b***h Summer. It doesn’t matter now all that mattered is getting off this island I’ll deal with the rest after I get back to my family that’s all that mattered., I was only allowed out this room during the day when he is on the island. Honestly I have no idea how I would get off this island but I just needed to get out of this house to figure some s**t out. I’m not the handy type that could make a boat out of trees and s**t but their were deliveries that come every other day and if I could get some weapons and a good head start without anyone noticing then I would have a chance but as it stands I haven’t been able to, but I’m not giving up somebody is bound to slip up and when they do I will be “UUURRRRGGGHHH!!!!! What the hell son that hurt. UUURRRRGGGHHH!!!!! s**t s**t s**t what’s happening I know it’s not time the nurse say wolves carried their babies for 26 weeks….”UIUURRRRGGGHHH!!! NO no no no baby boy please UURRRRGGGHHH!!!” The last pain brought me to my knees I crawled to the call button. “Yes miss Nelson.” “Help me!!! Something is wrong please help my baby.” I cried as I slid down the wall next to the door. The nurse and 2 men came in lifting me up to take me to the makeshift clinic the nurse had down in the basement. Rushing over to me with a tray that had the doppler and a tube of lubricant on it. After putting the cold a*s lube on my stomach using the doppler she found the heartbeat immediately but it was beating way to fast. “What’s happening?” “I I I don’t know I’m only a nurse not a doctor.” The nurse said nervously talking to herself. Just then Zane bursted into the room looking scared which was strange. “What the hell is going on.” He said coming next to me trying to hold my hand which I snatched away but another pain hit and I grabbed his hand and squeezes so hard his winced. “Fix her!” Zane growled loudly that made the nurse jump so far she knocked over the tray that had the doppler and lube on it. “I’m so sorry alpha I don’t know what to do I’m only a nurse the only wolf who knows anything about her is the doc from the Crystal pack.” She said trembling. I stared at her in shock this was my only chance to finally get off this.., “UUURRRRGGGHHH!!!! Please please help my baby I will do whatever you want just please save my baby.” I cried totally lying but still afraid for my baby. Zane whipped his head towards me as I whither in pain. “Will you be my will?” he asked coming to my side again holding my hand. I fought the need to snatch my hand away as another wave of pain hit. “YES! I’ll do whatever just save my baby.” I cried. “Fine. Give her something to knock her out safely and strap that doppler on her and monitor the pup until I return.” He yelled as he slammed the door behind him the nurse was at my side administering whatever was suppose to knock me out. “Please don’t I promise to not be any trouble. Please!” “I’m so sorry I have no choice.” The nurse said as she administered the drug. All of a sudden my whole body relaxed and the pain was gone as well. all I kept saying until I passed out was keep my baby safe…, Search the website on Google to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.