MAKAHI POV:, “Damn it Kahi, why the f*** were you running so fast?” Montego asked me as he stepped into the shack we used as teenagers. “How did you know I was here I hid my scent?” I asked curiously. “Because before I was your beta, I was your best friend so I automatically knew where you would come at times like this. So tell me what happened back there?” He asked, sitting down beside me. ” I wish I f****** knew all I know is when the beta put his arm around Ji’lahni, Maka lost it and took control that has never happened before, but he wanted to kill that beta hell he still does. Lately he has been really grouchy and angry. It kind of feels like he is going feral because he can’t mate and mark Ji’lahni. Then we saw the beta, another wolf trying to claim her. It was just too much for Mecca to handle.” I said, sighing, running my hands down my face., “Look man, I get it. Lynn still refuses to allow me to touch her. But she is at least talking to me. But just like you told me, you have to remember she’s human and doesn’t understand our ways. That’s why you need to talk to her and tell her everything, because if you don’t you will lose her.” I laughed sarcastically. “I think I already have, you didn’t see her face and how scared she was that nearly broke Maka. He never wanted her to fear Him. That was the only reason he allowed me to take full control back.” I said with my chest tightening. “Don’t underestimate her, she has been through Alot and is still sane. I think she can handle a feral, angry alpha wolf. If not, she would just shoot you with her bow and arrow laced with wolf bane.” Montego said, slapping me on the back. We both chuckled at the thought because it was entirely possible she would shoot me. “Now on to the matter of your mate. You know she witnessed the whole entire scene and how you practically claimed Ji’lahni in front of the whole entire pack.” Montego said. “s**t! I completely forgot this s**t was so messed up. I wish I knew what the moon goddess was thinking. Hopefully, these books will give me some answers. Until then, I will avoid Summer and just deal with her later. I have to talk to Ji’lahni first so she doesn’t get up and runaway again.” I said, getting up, shifting in an instant, racing out of the shack with Diago right behind me., I decided to go by my parents’ house to get a change of clothes not wanting to run into Summer yet. As I walked in I could hear nothing but baby talking and my parents making silly noises which I can only assume my pups thought it was funny. I smiled at my pups on the floor with my parents both on their knees playing a new version of peekaboo where they would hide their eyes and allow their wolves to come forward, and then they would uncover their eyes, letting out soft growls and the girls would squeal every time. They had the entire room full of toys. I don’t ever remember you guys playing with me this way and I was never allowed to have toys in your living room mother.” I said, crossing my arms on my chest. Picking up one of the girls from the floor., “First of all, mind your business. This is my house and my grandpups can have whatever they want in here.” my mother said. Walking to sit on the couch with Tru in her arms. Honestly, Tru’s name should have been Teri because she was a spitfire just like her granny. She was growling lightly like she understood that we were talking about her. “Exactly honey, You should have seen him the other day. He came into the pack house and wouldn’t move out of the way so I could see my chocolate sundaes.” He said with Teri drooling on, he shoulder, which he didn’t seem to mind. “What, you almost knocked me over trying to get to them.” I, said jokingly. “Well son you must have been moving to slow. I have noticed that about you lately.” My mother said. “Exactly what I said honey. My dad said, wrapping his arms around my mom. They looked completely happy and at peace.” I wish I could have that same feeling., Teri must have sniffed me out because she started squirming trying to see where I was, her head bobbling because her neck wasn’t strong enough yet. I walked over so she could see me and she squirmed even more. I smiled, picking her up, relieved that she wasn’t afraid of me. My heart was relieved. I hated thinking that they could ever be afraid of me. “It was you that made them cry to begin with, it was me.” Maka said sadly. “I don’t think they were scared of you either. We were worried for nothing. They’re our pups and they know we would never hurt them. I reassured Maka and allowed him to come forward. Teri paused for a second and I could feel Maka’s sadness at the thought she might actually cry. But she passed gas then tried to reach for my eyes trying to k**s them I can only assume that was her way of kissing Maka and he growled lowly and she stopped and let out a little growl trying to imitate him. We all burst out laughing at that they were truly remarkable. They are already so much smarter than the average pups. Most don’t growl at all until their first shift, but my pups were growling and using their aura. Tru cried, squirming until mom put her in my free hand and I sat on the couch opposite them., “So, son, what brings you by?” My dad asked. I know he knows about earlier, his old beta was in the dining hall this morning, as well as my mother’s old Gamma. “Dad, I’m sure you have already heard about what happened in the dining hall earlier. I said, sitting, and the girls faced forward on my lap, allowing them to try and eat my fingers. They have really strong gums. When they get teeth they are going to break skin. “Yea we both heard what happened but we want to hear it from you. “Dad, I don’t know how much longer I can take this thing with Ji’lahni has got me all twisted into knots. I just can’t understand how we were still so connected with Summer wearing my mark. Then when I saw uncle Felix’s beta touch her, Maka lost it and took complete control which had never happened. I think he is going feral, being so close to Ji’lahni’s and not being able to mate and mark her is making him crazy and I don’t know how to fix it without hurting or, even worse killing Summer and the pup she’s carrying.” I said as the girls started to nod off in my arms my mom immediately cleaned out their crib that sat in the corner which I just noticed shaking my head smiling., “What?” My mom asked, shrugging her shoulders. “Really, mom, a crib in the living room.” I said with surprise. “I swear you really can’t stay out of our business. Yes, we have a crib in the living room and their room that used to be yours, but I will be redecorating it into the girls room I have already ordered purple and pink everything.” She said excitedly. “Hey you’re giving them my room so where will you put my stuff.” “Well honey that is a you problem you have 30 days to move your things before we have a alpha yard sale which all money’s will go to buying the babies a playground in the backyard that your father wants to build for the girls.” She said excitedly and my dad was sitting there nodding his head proudly. I give out my pups will be so spoiled that they will not even want to stay with me and Ji’lahni. The picture that popped into my head made my heart beat faster breaking me out of my thoughts., “Son you may have no choice but to make a choice and risk it. I understand you not wanting to hurt Summer but you have to think of the good of the pack. We can’t have our alpha going feral it will open us up to attack and put the lives of us all in danger.” My father said in all seriousness. Sighing because he just spoke the words I didn’t want to say. ” I know dad. I’m going to tell Ji’lahni everything and see where we stand and then I’m going to the office and read over the binders with the translated text. Once I have went through then I will make my decision. By the way mom have your whitch friend ever got back to you?” I asked my mother. “You know what son she hasn’t which is strange we haven’t spoke in years but I haven’t heard anything happening to her. We spoke a few times after the vampire war years ago. But lost touch but I can’t seem to find her anywhere.” She said truly puzzled. It was the war that took many werewolf lives one being Shawdow’s mate that was a hard time he barely made it through it. Most wolves would have simply died with their mate or go rogue but Shadow disappeared for 2 years and came back the silent cold killer he is now well until Shawna that is., There was a lite knock on the door. “I’ll get it.” I said as my mother busied herself cleaning the living room while the pups napped. Walking to the door my heart stopped at the sight of Ji’lahni she was so f*****g beautiful her milk chocolate skin and her bright blue eyes. She had on a black short summer dress that exposed her milk chocolate breast and flared out mid thigh. I frowned a little wondering did she walk here with that on. Her knocking again snapped me out of my thoughts I quickly opened the door and she spotted me and gasped out of shock. “Sorry I didn’t mean to startled you I said nervously like a school boy. “No, no I just wasn’t excepting you to answer the door that’s all. I came to pick you the twins.” She said breathlessly. “Oh I’m sorry come in they are taking a nap now.” I said, opening the door for her to come in., “Oh I was trying to get her before they crashed. Maybe I should just come back later or if you’re going to be here maybe you can just drop them off.” She said backing away getting ready to turn and leave. “No wait!” I said in a rush grabbing her hand to stop her. The electric tingles made of both jump back. We looked at each other in a trances. “I really wanted to talk to you there is some things I need to tell you and I wanted to clear the air between us. So can you please stay so we can talk at least until the pups wake up from their naps.” I asked pleadingly. Holding my breath waiting on her answer. She nodded and I let out a big sigh of relief. “Actually, there some thing I need to tell you as well.” She said. As she followed me into the living room. I stopped abruptly at her words wondering if what she has to tell me is that she is in love with the beta and want to be with him. Stop it don’t jump to conclusions. Taking a deep breath I went into the living and the girls were sleeping peacefully and my parents must have heard me ask to talk to her because they had cleared out leaving us alone. “Letting her sit first. I was surprised she didn’t sit in the single chair so as to not be close to me. She sat on the loveseat. I moved to sit next to her and out legs touched and this time the sparks were expected., “Look Ji’lahni I want to apologize about earlier I wish I could tell you that it was a mistake but I refuse to lie to you. It’s apart of our DNA to claim our other half and to stop anyone who threatens that. It broke us to see the fear in your eyes I never want you to be afraid of us, because we would never do anything to her you because Maka and I feel the bond with you we both feel you’re our other half’s mate. But then there is Summer our chosen mate which in our history when we choose a mate our bond breaks and we are no longer connected to our other half mate which usually the other wolf wouldn’t even know it if they have not bonded with their other half. But that didn’t happen with us. I don’t know why but ever since the day I marked summer I have been trying to find answers to why I still feel a connection to you.” I said finally taking a breathe. “Makahi I know you would never hurt me the fear you saw wasn’t because I felt that you would hurt me I guess in the heat of the moment there was a moment of fear because of the situation itself but not because I thought you would hurt me or the girls., I already told you that I know you don’t care about me and that Summer is who you want to be with who you’re in love with I get it. I don’t want to come between you and your wife. I know this is all new territory for you as well, so from now on I will try and keep my distance from you you can see the girls whenever you want I can dropped them off here whenever you want to see them but please don’t have them around your wife you may love her and trust her but I don’t. Also Dom has gone back to uncle Felix’s pack for now until you can break my I mean our bond or whatever.” She said turning her face away from me and quickly getting up to check on the pups. I got up and wrapped my arms around her from behind before spinning her to face me with tears falling from her eyes I wiped them away. “I need to apologize again for the obvious misunderstanding. When I said I have been trying to find answers to why we’re still connected isn’t so I could break our bond I want to find answers to break my bond with Summer. I want nothing more then to be with you. It is driving Maka feral not being able to mark and claim you. But I also don’t want to hurt Summer or her pup which is why i have been combing the history books so I can reject her safely. But make no mistake you’re mine and I’m yours I just need a little more time to figure things out. Can you please give me that baby?”, Search the website on Google to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.