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n~ SASHA ~

nSasha was standing in front of a tall, if slightly warped mirror that Kyelle had dragged out from behind the closet, staring at herself, with her mouth open in the feather-dress.

nIt flowed like water down her sides, hugging every curve, but with a softness to it that made her want to hug herself. The downy feathers drifted in the lightest airflow, making her feel like she floated, while softening every line and curve and hiding the seams, so the dress seemed like a second, very soft, very inviting skin.

nZev was going to freak.

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"Kyelle,

" Sasha said, her mouth slightly dry.

"This dress is incredible.

"

nKyelle smiled sadly.

"Thank you. I designed it.

"

nSasha turned, snapping her head to look at the woman.

"Seriously? You're so talented!

"

nBut Kyelle shook her head.

"No, it's very simple. It's just a fabric that is hard to achieve. It took me some time…

"

nSasha shook her head, turning back to the mirror.

"Why would you let me wear this?

" she asked softly, stroking her hands down the sides.

nKyelle looked at her hands.

"Because I don't believe I ever will, and I want to see it live. It should be… seen…

" she said quietly.

nThere was a strange, tense moment between them, where Sasha finally understood what this was.

nKyelle had made this dress for herself, imagined herself wearing it to do this same ritual with Zev—wanted him to see it. She wanted to see him enjoy it.

nBut when she met the woman's eyes, they lit with alarm, and Kyelle raised a hand as if she would ask her not to speak.

nSasha almost choked swallowing the words back, but before she had to find an awkward bridge through the situation, the door swung open and a male voice on its other side said,

"Kyelle, I'm sorry, I meant to drop by sooner but—

"

nSasha tensed as Lhars appeared around the thick door, his face and posture relaxed until his eyes landed on her and he stopped, blinking, like he'd been smacked with a club and was still trying to figure out what had happened.

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"I—Oh. Sasha. I…

" Then he turned to find Kyelle standing next to her, who was reaching for a pin cushion she'd left on a small table beside them. He frowned.

"What's wrong?

"

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"Nothing,

" Sasha and Kyelle both said at the same time, them looked at each other. Kyelle even smiled slightly.

nLhars snorted.

"Right.

"

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"What did you need, Lhars?

" Kyelle said, circling Sasha and pinching at the dress, testing where she might adjust it.

n

"I wanted to see if you were… I knew you were arranging the ritual and I wasn't sure if you needed… help,

" he ended lamely.

nSasha watched him warily, still uncertain of Zev's brother, especially given how he'd left the meeting the night before. But Lhars almost ignored her. If his eyes hadn't drifted back to her form in the dress a couple of times, she would have thought she wasn't even there.

n

"Thank you,

" Kyelle said, kneeling in front of Sasha to crouch and play with the hem of the dress.

"Can you check with the Fire Master that he will set the bonfire?

"

n

"Of course.

"

nSasha had the impression Lhars almost bowed. But his brow was lined—with frustration or worry.

n

"Are you…

" he started, then swallowed with a glance at Sasha.

"Is there anything I can get for you or to help?

"

nKyelle shook her head without turning looking at him.

"No, thank you. It's just going to be filling Sasha in and making sure she understands how it all works. Then getting the bonfire and feast organized.

" She continued fiddling with the hem, frowning at is, as if her mind wasn't really on what she was saying.

nBut Lhars watched Kyelle for a beat too long. And his expression was strange. It took her a moment, but then inspiration struck Sasha. Lhars looked like…

nLhars looked like Kyelle looked when she looked at Zev.

nOh.

nOH.

nSasha stared at Lhars and, as if she'd spoken his name, his eyes snapped to hers, widening when he saw her expression.

nHis face went brittle, a warning flashing in his eyes.

nSasha blinked. Oh, right. Stupid chimera scents and things.

nBut how could he smell her thinking it was sweet that he cared about Kyelle? And being sad that Kyelle hadn't noticed?

nMaybe she was just giving off vibes.

nKyelle straightened from where she'd crouched to block Sasha's view of Lhars and her eyes caught on Sasha's.

n

"What?

"

nSasha blinked.

"What?

"

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"You look as if you're startled. And you smell… pleased?

"

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"Do I?

"

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"Yes,

" Kyelle said, raising one eyebrow.

"You should also know, when any of us are scheming, we all smell… sharper. Is there something you'd like to share, Sasha?

"

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"There's no secrets with you people,

" Sasha grumbled.

nLhars snorted and muttered something about humans being more perceptive than he gave them credit for, but flapped his hand when Kyelle turned to give him a questioning look.

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"You're thoughtful to stop by, Lhars,

" Kyelle said, turning back to play with the neckline on the dress.

"But it is likely Zev who needs more support today. My tasks are purely practical. His need… better judgment.

"

nShe shot him a look over her shoulder and Lhars' face lost all sense of the ache, and instead went hard.

"He does not like to take advice on judgment from me.

"

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"Then explain to him—calmly—how he's wrong,

" Kyelle said simply.

"He will need you in the coming weeks. He knows that. He already said you remain in Second.

"

nLhars rolled his eyes and Sasha caught it. They stared at each other for a moment and she wondered… wondered how much he really was like Zev down deep. And whether standing in Zev's shadow was part of the cause for his darkness.

nSasha knew how that felt. She'd just always benefited from standing in Zev's shadow. To her, it was a safe place to be. She imagined that likely wasn't the feeling another man—especially his brother—would have, though.

nShe didn't think she could ask that though. And even if it was true, if it had darkened Lhars to the point of being toxic… she didn't want him around Zev. So she kept her mouth shut and waited for the two of them to discuss a few details, then Lhars bid them both goodbye.

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"I'll see you at dinner,

" he said, his eyes on the back of Kyelle's neck.

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"Probably,

" she said, sighing.

"It'll depend.

"

nSasha pretended not to see the shadow that passed behind his eyes when she said that, and offered an awkward wave to the dark man as he tipped his head and opened the door again.

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"Enjoy your afternoon, Sasha,

" he said politely.

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"You too.

"

nA shot of adrenalin raced through her veins for a split-second. But then she remembered, and relaxed.

nAt least she could be polite now.

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