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nXia Shu was born into a family of scholars. It was said that his ancestors had trained and cultivated themselves to attain immortality, and some could fly too.

nHis father was a soldier and did not believe these. He was killed in a battle.

nHence, his grandfather appointed him to be the successor of their family culture.

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nFor as long as he could remember, he had been reading all the convoluted books.

nHis grandfather could not entirely understand what was in the books, so it was harder for him to wrap his mind around the content of the books by the time they were passed to him. In the end, he could only comprehend some of the fundamental theory.

nWhen the apocalypse arrived, his grandfather was killed by a zombified mother. He had to face the dangerous apocalypse alone.

nHe was scared at the beginning. As time went by, he had accepted the situation and became calm and collected. He could slice down the zombies’ heads easily whenever he faced one.

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nLater on, he met Jing Zhi and Zhu Feng.

nThat time a bunch of zombies had surrounded those two. Although there were only two of them, they were able to escape from those zombies with ease.

nXia Shu decided to join them because he always respected strong individuals.

nAt first, he thought that Zhu Feng was a steady person since he appeared to be someone that could give people a feeling of assurance.

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nHowever, after spending time with them, he then realized that Zhu Feng was an idiot.

nBut he did not know why he would find him cute. Whenever he saw him admitted defeat, he would feel good.

nXia Shu did not know about his sexual preference when he was young.

nHe only noticed that when he was in high school.

nWhen he was living in the dormitory in his high school days, there was a guy who lived under his bunk bed, and they were quite close to each other.

nOne day, the rain was hefty. The windows were broken, and his bed was facing right at the windows. It was impossible to close it.

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nThen rainwater and the cold air kept seeping in through the windows. He could not sleep at all.

nWhen he asked the dormitory teacher to take care of it, he said it was too late and asked him to squeeze in with someone, and he would ask someone to fix it the next day.

nNaturally, he picked the guy that he was close with.

nA single bed was not wide for two high school boys to begin with. There was no room for them to turn around at all, and inevitably, they made some body contact.

nXia Shu could feel someone was touching him while he was half asleep; he did not know if it was due to him catching a cold while he was at the top bunker. He was very dizzy, and his eyelids were too heavy to lift.

nHowever, he could hear someone breathing heavily at his ear, feeling the warm breath on his cheek.

nSomeone was touching him, from his chest going all the way down, and grabbed his erected penis.

nXia Shu could not recall what had happened after that the next day when he woke up. Other than feeling fatigue, there was nothing strange. He suspected that he might get confused as he was too sick. He did not dare to tell that guy.

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nYet, the guy had been nicer to him since that day. They had grown closer to each other; they would hang out and study together. They were best buddies in everyone’s eyes.

nHowever, the guy transferred to another school the next semester. He did not know why; the only thing he received was an overdue confession letter from the guy in a faraway city.

nAt that time, he suddenly realized that his sexual preference might be a little different from the others.

nHe was lost at that period and delved into research of this subject. There was very little acceptance of homosexuality in his country at that moment, and it would be considered as a medical condition.

nSometimes he would think of that guy. The blur memories became clear. He tried to contact that guy, but every letter he sent was like throwing a stone and seeing it sink in the sea without a trace. He did not get any response.

nThat probably was his first love that went by the board.

nHe finished high school muddle-headed and entered university.

nThe university he studied at had more guys than girls, so homosexuality was quite common in there, which had affected his view of homosexuality.

nSome people courted him, but he had no feelings for them. Hence he rejected them.

nHe recalled he would be addressed as the God of Abstinence in his university time.

nHe only knew that he was a nobody compared to Jing Zhi after he saw him.

nHe was not fond of Zhu Feng at first because he was too dumb.

nHowever, he then realized that there were perks of being dumb. At least in the apocalypse, he could still live happily.

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nBeing with Zhu Feng, he did not feel like he was in an apocalypse.

nEspecially when Jing Xi was back to the team, this idiot would keep annoying him with his worries about Jing Zhi getting conned by Jing Xi.

nXie Shu wanted to give him a good slap on his face desperately.

nWhy would someone as smart as Jing Zhi would get conned? Only idiots like him would get conned!

nAt Ping County, when he was woken up by Jing Zhi and Jing Xi to watch the night, Xia Shu wanted to move Zhu Feng away from a garbage pile as he was about to roll into it.

nWho knew this idiot would suddenly wake up. Xia Shu could only stand up and leave, pretended as nothing happened.

nZhu Feng stood up to follow him, but he stepped on something and tripped. His whole body suddenly lunged at him.

nHis teeth knocked on Xia Shu’s lips, and he tasted his blood immediately. Whatever that portrayed as romantic on television when someone fell and kissed another person was nonsense.

nZhu Feng’s eyes wide open, staring at him, his lips still stuck on his. Probably because he was sleeping just now, he had a brain fart and licked him.

nXia Shu knew that if he stopped there, he would be a monster.

nHence, he kissed Zhu Feng forcefully. After that, his lips were hurt, successfully making Zhu Feng forgot that he kissed him forcefully and made him feel guilty about it.

nZhu Feng said that he was cunning after that incident.

nHe smiled, “if i’m not cunning, would you be obedient and lie under my body?”

nAfter that, Zhu Feng got real awkward. The way he looked at Xia Shu was complicated.

nAt Yao Guang Base, due to the room arrangement, Xia Shu and Zhu Feng had to stay in the same room.

nCoincidentally, there was only one bed in that room.

nThe weather was scorching hot. Xia Shu took off his clothes after he went into the room. When that idiot came in and saw him naked, only with his underpants on, he exited the room.

nAt night, he took a long time to get into the room, “you can sleep on the bed, I’ll sleep on the floor. Ha ha, the floor is cooler.”

nXia Shu lying on the bed did not say anything, waiting for that idiot to come to the bed.

nThe floor was much hotter than the bed in that weather. There was no way he could fall asleep on the floor.

nAs expected, after a few minutes, Zhu Feng got up from the ground, probably inspecting if he was asleep. After a while, he could feel the other side of the bed was sunken.

nAt first, he did not plan to do anything to him since their relationship was still ambiguous.

nHowever, Zhu Feng could not stay still. He kept moving around. The weather was already hot. Now that Zhu Feng was provoking him, he was in heat.

nXia Shu tried to endure it, but Zhu Feng was moving all over the place. He could not hold it anymore.

nZhu Feng had zero clues from being woke up by him till he did all the foreplay behind him.

nJust when Xie Shu was about to penetrate him, Zhu Feng only realized, he shouted, “how dare you, trying to sleep with me when I treat you like my brother!”

n“I’ve been wanting to sleep with you for a long time.” Xia Shu held his hand, whispered into his ear while penetrating him slowly.

nThe pain was too much for Zhu Feng. He had to slow down. He invaded Zhu Feng’s body and his mind as Zhu Feng was cursing him.

nZhu Feng accepted Xia Shu earlier than he expected. He thought he would have to sleep with him a few more times before he agreed, but he surrendered the next day.

nIn one of their intercourses, Zhu Feng complained indignantly, “you penetrated me the first time, now you get to sleep with me for a life time. you have to let me penetrate you at least once.”

nXia Shu smiled without a word, responding to Zhu Feng with the rhythm of his body.

nbut I only penetrate you.

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