n

n

nChapter 836: My mental state is much better (1)

nNumber eight …

nEven though the person standing on the podium was completely different from what he remembered, Lu Xin could still recognize him from his appearance and the feeling he gave off.

nIn his memory, people who liked to put hair gel on their hair since they were young, people who cried after being beaten, people who complained to teachers and guards but no one cared.

nNumber eight, who was around his age.

nOn the way back, Lu Xin had been guessing whether this mysterious visitor was a classmate from one of the orphanages.

nHowever, she was still surprised to see him.

nThe student from the orphanage that he had been looking for had actually appeared?

nIn addition, the feeling was different from when he saw number 7 and number 2.

nAfter such an urgent journey, Lu Xin suddenly saw No. 8 at Red Moon primary school in Green Harbor. An indescribable sense of closeness rose in Lu Xin’s heart. However. he did not know why, but there was a sense of warning in the sense of closeness …

nFor a moment, Lu Xin was at a loss for words as he looked at number eight, who was standing on the podium and giving a serious lecture.

n..

n..

n“Lu Xin, you … You’ve returned …”

nJust as he was bewildered, a trembling and slightly surprised voice suddenly sounded from the side.

nLu Xin turned around and saw teacher Lu.

nShe had just come down from the specially made stairs. She seemed to have come down in a hurry and was slightly out of breath.

nShe was looking at Lu Xin in surprise and joy, like a drowning person who had suddenly grabbed onto a straw. She was anxious, relaxed, but also a little guilty, so she was too embarrassed to greet him.

nBeside her stood the old security guard of the elementary school. He was also in a panic.

nLu Xin was silent for a moment. He glanced at his sister and gestured for her to keep an eye on number eight.

nThen, he turned around and walked towards miss Lu and the old security guard. He followed them to the other side of the hall.

nThen, he glanced at the classroom and said, “”What’s going on?”

n“You’re talking about Xu Jing?”

nSeeing how calm Lu Xin was, teacher Lu quickly replied, “”I-I don’t know …”

nhe … He just appeared out of nowhere …

nhe said that he happened to pass by qingang on a business trip and remembered the place where he lived when he was young, so he came to take a look …

n“..”

nAs she spoke, a strand of her hair on her forehead was drenched in sweat. She looked up at Lu Xin with a look of anxiety and fear in her eyes. he … He acted very normal after he came, but I clearly remember …

nAs he said this, a hint of fear flashed in his eyes, but he thought of something and did not continue.

n“I remember that I killed him before, right?”

nLu Xin continued, “”I also remember that I tore open his chest.”

n“..”

nTeacher Xiaolu fell silent.

nIt was hard to tell if her eyes were filled with fear, worry, or guilt.

nLu Xin lowered his head and looked into her eyes.

nHe didn’t need his mother’s ability to read the complicated emotions in teacher Lu’s eyes.

nThe fear was because he had suddenly heard himself so frankly speaking about the past.

nHe was worried because he was afraid that he would lose control of his emotions and do something unpredictable.

nWords of guilt …

n.. Lu Xin could not understand why Lu would feel so guilty towards him.

n..

n“You … Are you alright?”

nWhile Lu Xin was thinking about this question, miss Lu gathered her courage and said, ”

nlast time … Last time, you left after talking about the past …

nI really regretted it back then. I know that I hurt you with how I acted.

n“Actually, actually I didn’t want to … But, but I couldn’t help it …”

nafter that, I went to your place to look for you, but there was no one at home …

n“..”

nAt this point, she couldn’t continue. She raised her head and looked at Lu Xin guiltily.

nLu Xin’s heart was suddenly enlightened.

nSo this was what the guilt in teacher Lu’s eyes meant …

nWas she worried that the fear she had when she saw him last time had triggered him?

n“I was on a business trip.”

nLu Xin shook his head and explained, ” it just so happened that someone from above sent me to Black Swamp city, then I came back and stayed for a while. But because of some other things, I’ve been busy. After a few days, I went to the South again …

nWhen he mentioned the word “South,” miss Xiaolu did not have any other reaction.

nThe old security guard suddenly raised his head and glanced at Lu Xin. However, he quickly reacted and lowered his head again.

n“That’s right …”

nLu Xin suddenly laughed and said to Lu, “”I’ve seen a lot of people from the past during these few trips.”

nI met little seventeen in the central city, then I met number seven and number two. I didn’t expect that number eight would return to qingang directly. This is good. Look, in such a small place, there are already four of us …

n“Four?”

nTeacher Lu was listening quietly, but she suddenly felt that something was wrong and looked up at Lu Xin.

nLu Xin nodded subconsciously.

nHe suddenly realized that teacher Lu could not see his sister.

nHe didn’t want to scare miss Lu, so he kept silent and thought of other things to say.

n“Then …”

nSeeing the look on Lu Xin’s face, teacher Lu did not continue asking. After a moment of silence, she said softly, “”You came back halfway …”

n“Then you … Why didn’t you come to see me when you came back?”

n“..”

nLu Xin was stunned for a moment, and he didn’t know how to answer.

nThe last time he returned from Black Swamp city, he had actually stayed for quite a long time.

nAlthough he was busy, he still had a few days of free time.

nHowever, he had never thought of visiting the orphanage.

nEven this time, if he didn’t know that someone had come to the red Moon orphanage, he would probably …

nIn the past, he liked to come here.

nBut ever since he had talked to teacher Lu about the past, he had lost a lot of his desire to come.

nHe even wanted to hide.

nTeacher Lu looked at Lu Xin’s silent expression and seemed to have suddenly understood.

nShe tried her best to squeeze out a smile and said, ” it’s okay. You’re busy with work. I understand …

nbecause I also want to see what’s wrong with me …

nLu Xin looked at miss Lu and explained without hiding anything. He pointed at his head and laughed, ” I told you last time that I seem to have a problem here, but I promised you that I would try my best to cure myself …

nAfter a pause, he put down his hand and looked at teacher Lu calmly. “I feel much better now.”

n“It’s true.”

n“..”

nLu Xin spoke frankly and the smile on his face was sincere.

nBut when teacher Lu heard his words, she suddenly lowered her head, as if she was very sad.

nThe senior security Guard’s eyes, on the other hand, were clearly in a daze. He only glanced at Lu Xin carefully.

nDidn’t I already tell them that I’m much better now?

nLu Xin could feel the sadness in Lu’s heart and the fear that she tried to hide but failed to.

nHe found it hard to understand.

nMoreover, he felt a slight sense of defeat in his heart, and his smile was not so full.

naren’t you much better? you’re better …

nAfter a while, teacher Lu raised her head and smiled at Lu Xin.

nLu Xin could see the tears in her eyes and the smile on her face.

nHe could even keenly sense how she was trying to control every muscle on her face to express a happy and confident deceiving expression. To be precise, it was like a magic show that had already revealed her secret but was still trying her best …

nyou don’t know how worried I was before, and how much … I’m a little scared.”

n“But it’s good that you’re back,” teacher Lu said with a smile.”Xu Jing …”

nXu Jing …

nLu Xin only noticed it when Lu mentioned Xu Jing’s name for the second time.

nWas that number eight’s name?

n“Don’t worry,”

nLu Xin smiled at Lu and said, “”I’m back. Nothing will happen to me.”

nTeacher Lu seemed to be a little startled, then she nodded hard.

n..

n..

n“Ding …”

nThe electronic Bell rang. It was the school bell that Lu Xin had personally picked out.

nWith a bang, there was the sound of tables and chairs being pulled and kicked. Then, a group of children rushed out of the classroom.

nMany of them were about to raise their arms and shout when they saw Lu Xin and her. They immediately suppressed their voices and slowed down their pace. When they reached the door, they suddenly sped up and rushed out.

nsigh, you’re so muddleheaded in class, but you’re so energetic after class …

nNumber eight’s voice came from behind the children. She seemed to be a little helpless. you don’t have a good foundation and you don’t study hard. How can you get into junior high school? are you going to line up to work in the factory when you leave the orphanage? ”

ndon’t be in a hurry to play. Finish the homework I assigned you first …

n“..”

nUpon hearing his voice, the children who had stopped to talk to Lu Xin and Lu ran away.

n“AI …”

nLu Xin and the others looked up and saw number eight, who was wearing a white shirt, suit pants, and black leather shoes.

nHe had a suit jacket in his arms and his hair was neatly combed.

nHe looked elegant and handsome, and he seemed to have the melancholic aura of a celebrity from an old movie.

nShaking her head helplessly, she walked out of the classroom and reached out her hand to Lu Xin with a smile on her face.

n“Number nine, you’re Lu Xin now, right?”

nHe smiled sincerely and shook Lu Xin’s hand, “”It’s really been a long time since we last met …”

n