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nFENG'EEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!

nSand mixed with dust flew everywhere like formless clouds, consequently blinding Liu Xuefeng's vision as he was falling off the cliff. Adrenaline pumped in his system, making him hear nothing but vacuum after that one last cry of horror at his imminent death. However, in spite of his situation, his face was a serene mask – as tranquil as a lake.

nHe feared, and yet, he did not. It was as if he had given up from that very moment the ground had given in from under his feet and gravity pulled him mercilessly towards his end. But, if there was one thing his heart ached from, it would be his regrets.

nHe was only sixteen. His life was just getting started. It was a pity it would have to end this way.

nGrits that broke off from the debris showered on his face, making him flinch. Along with it came memories. The pieces of rubble that went past created a mirage – a kaleidoscope of recollections.

nWas this that infamous

"life review

"– the phenomenon widely reported in which a person rapidly saw much or the totality of their life history before they perish? Xuefeng wanted to know. For now, as he plunged towards the bottom, he started seeing the summary of his life flash before his eyes.

nHe hailed from a small city around a hundred kilometers away from Shanghai. It was where he was born and had spent all his life.

nAt first glance, he wasn't any different from other teenagers his age. He was a very average-looking boy, neither on the bad side nor good looking enough for girls to swoon over. If he could list some things he had an advantage over others though, it would be his knowledge and skills in sports as he's a certified sports addict, and that he was also book smart.

nAs if fate was teasing him, his earlier memories flashed in an instant but lingered in the last year of his existence. It was that time when he first learned how to like someone…

nThere was one particular girl in his class that he had a crush on: Xiao Tianshi.

nXiao Tianshi was their well-liked class president – the prettiest girl in the class. It could also be said that she's the prettiest one at school, although there was competition for this title. But for him, she was the most beautiful – like a goddess.

nAs he was blessed with the smarts and he was naturally kind towards others, it wasn't very difficult for him to get friends. It a no-brainer that he'd also get close to his crush, as it was he who always gave her a hand whenever she had trouble understanding the lessons and often helped her with her homework. Even though he did only this much with her during their first year of high school, he couldn't be more content.

nHowever, eventually, something that started off so casually evolved into something more. The connection was there: on the way they talked, on how they treated each other. The awareness they had for each other grew and special feelings began to show – becoming more and more obvious that even the people around them started to notice.

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"Why aren't you guys dating already?

" one friend asked one day.

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"You look good together. Why not make it official?

" suggested another.

nAll of these teasing, Xuefeng didn't mind. In fact, he kind of liked it, most especially when they made Tianshi either blush or avert her eyes, obviously shy. Her shyness was actually one of the traits that he found so endearing about her.

nHowever, the shy maiden had a secret. She was the daughter of one of the wealthiest men in China. Her mother didn't want her to live her childhood in the spotlight, so she bought a small villa in a remote town and started raising her there from the earliest years. She wanted her daughter to have a normal life.

nHer father didn't agree at first but compromised when his wife promised that he would be the one to decide who their daughter would marry when she turned eighteen.

nThis was why, even if the people in the city thought they were slightly rich, they still wouldn't connect them with the Xiao family. This way, Xiao Tianshi could live her childhood quite peacefully, as her mother wished.

nWhen Liu Xuefeng finally got the courage to ask her out, she didn't want to lie to him anymore.

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"Xuefeng… I'm so sorry. I didn't tell you about this before as I was prohibited. If they find out that I told you, my father would automatically find me a fiancé– and I don't want that.

"

nShe looked totally apologetic that he couldn't say anything back. He didn't know the traditions of the top clans and he couldn't care less about them. But she was important to him, and so, he listened.

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"My father will let me continue to stay here as long as I study well. I like you a lot... but I can't be with you romantically. I don't want to break your heart later on when I'm forced to separate from you.

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nBy this time, she had looked so sad as if her heart was also breaking from her own words.

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"I wish I was born in a normal family with all the freedom I want, but life chose a different fate for me. I really care about you and I want to continue being around you – studying and joking with you like what we've always done…

"

nThere was a momentary pause as if she was also absorbing all the things she might lose if her father got wind that she's involved with a boy.

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"Please understand. I don't want to lose you,

" she told him sincerely.

"I wish I could at least try but I have no power in this matter…

"

nLiu Xuefeng had nothing to say. He was from an average family and there was no way her father would allow him to date her. Still, he wasn't one to give up so easily and decided to follow her. He believed that with enough hard work and determination, he could change Tianshi's fate.

nHe still had that one and only option to study even harder and get into the best university with her. With her father's connections, her place in that school was guaranteed. On the other hand, he would have to be admitted like any commoner. He had little time but that wasn't enough to force him into giving up. Once he became someone huge, her father would look at him differently and he would have a chance to marry her.

nThis was how he had it all figured out. But, who would have thought that his plans would be ruined about a month later, during their year-end trip?

nThey were supposed to hike in the local mountains with the whole class. Everything went well from morning to afternoon, until they finally had to descend from the hills. Xiao Tianshi wanted to have one last photo with him, so she dragged him towards the cliff, where the scenery was the most picturesque.

nIt took her some time to take a perfect photo and when they were finally done, the ground disappeared from under their feet. The part of the cliff they were standing on cracked and split from the rest. There was no time to run, as both of them would feasibly fall. He acted subconsciously and pushed Xiao Tianshi with all his strength to safety.

nBut he couldn't do the same for himself.

nNevertheless, it was alright. This way, at least one person could be saved, and this was what he thought as he heard her scream his name as he fell.

nThe cliff was around seventy to a hundred meters high. Although it felt like an eternity that he was even able to summon his memories, it would only really take about four seconds to plunge and hit the ground from that height.

nHe closed his eyes getting ready for the impact that would definitely come as he made peace with himself. Under the cliff, the area where he would land was filled with sharp rocks, and one could only imagine the sensation upon slamming against it from above, which he did.

nBLAG!

nA grunt escaped his lips upon collision against solid rock, but he barely felt anything.

nHuh?

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"Did I die?

" he wondered as his mind checked his body. But there was really no pain.

"I probably died instantly, heh,

" he deduced.

nHis eyelids fluttered as he tried to pry open his eyes but couldn't. It was as if they became heavy.

nSo what now?

nHe was wondering about what to do when he realized something unbelievable.

nWait… I can think!

nThe knowledge that he was indeed still able to reason stunned and excited him. Yet, he was also pretty confused. When he was finally able to lift his heavy lids and open his eyes, there was nothing but darkness. It was as if he was in a void – a dark abyss with no one but himself as his companion.

nHe had no idea how long he stayed like that, waiting for something, and yet, nothing at the same time. He couldn't even remember if he'd drifted off to sleep at some point. In this dark, hollow world, it was difficult to keep track of time.

nThen, it came.

nIt began with a tiny dot of white – a welcome contrast in the all black world he was trapped in. It seemed to be moving. As it shifted, its size appeared to get bigger and bigger, its shape more and more irregular. It spiraled closer and closer at great speed, and he could only stare at it in caution, curving his body with his arms crossed in front of him, bracing for the impact as the light exploded in brilliance before swallowing him whole.

nThen the scenery shifted. He was up in the air!

nHe was suspended above what seemed to be a road that forked into two at the end. He wondered what it was when grey shadows began to appear all around him one after another.

nLiu Xuefeng had never seen anything like those, and so, he stared at them curiously and watched as they soon took on human-like shapes. He noticed then that they were also drifting in the direction where he was heading. It was as if all of them were being pulled by an invisible force.

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"Are these…souls?

"

nHe was wondering if he truly had died, when one of those

"souls

" turned to him and he flinched, startled, upon seeing its hollow face.

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"What's going on?

" he asked out loud as soon as he recovered from his fright.

nThe

"soul

" that turned to him resumed its original position, falling in line silently with the rest of its kind, drifting without moving.

nDead.

nEverywhere he looked were expressionless souls that behaved uniformly without any personality. Regardless of how many times he tried to search around, he couldn't find anyone else who was like him – the only one who seemed to act as if he was still alive.

nLiu Xuefeng tried to stop and go against the flow for a moment, but the power pulling him was too strong to resist.

nIt did not take long for him to finally see his destination. He had reached the end where the road was divided into two paths. At the end of each course was a huge gate, one the colour of ebony, the other ivory.

nBlack and white.

nThe gates to either heaven or hell couldn't have been more clichéd.

nXuefeng craned his neck to see that almost all the souls were flying towards the black gate and only some flew towards the white one.

nSoon, it was almost his turn to step onto one of the paths. He was wondering where he'd end up when suddenly, a golden light flashed in front of him. Stunned, he was temporarily blinded by its radiance. But when he was able to focus again, he was surprised to see a golden ball in front of his face.

nXuefeng couldn't help but think that the thing was studying him – monitoring his expressions. He tried to turn from it, but as soon as he moved his face away, the sphere would also shift and follow him.

nA little bit annoyed, he extended his hand to touch it or fend it off – he didn't care but was stunned again when his hand just went past through it.

nHe gasped.

nHe stared wide-eyed at the ball, as he felt its warmth in his hand.

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"What are you?

"

nAs soon as the question escaped his lips, he heard an emotionless voice inside his head.

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"Come here boy,

" it commanded, and before he could even act, he was suddenly pulled by a strong force towards the white gates, passing through it in an instant.

nHuh?

nThe scenery had changed again. Since he passed through the white gate, he thought that his must be heaven.

nWell, probably…

nAt a distance, he could see a small queue of souls in front of two white-robed men. One was old and the other middle-aged.

nXuefeng noted that the souls at this place were much brighter than the grey ones flying towards the black gate earlier but none of them had a golden light hovering next to them like him. However, since he had no idea what he was supposed to do or where he was supposed to go, he decided to fall in line.

nSoon, it was his turn. The two men in white robes were surprised upon seeing him.

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"Interesting,

" the old man muttered almost to himself.

"It's been a while since I have seen a fate law choosing someone.

"

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"He must have accumulated a lot of karma in his past life,

" the middle-aged man nodded in agreement as he looked at Xuefeng in approval.

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"Fate law?

" It was all he could ask. He had no idea what these men were talking about.

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"Boy, as you were chosen by the fate law, we can agree to one of your wishes,

" the old man informed him but it didn't clear his confusion.

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"Er…

" Xuefeng's eyes shifted from one man to another, hoping they would elaborate which they thankfully did.

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"You are currently in a place called Middle Heaven. This is a place where all the souls gather after their physical selves die. After they come here, we split them into two groups: People with positive and the other, people with negative karma.

"

nThe old man raised two fingers indicating the number as he explained.

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"The people with positive karma will have a chance to reincarnate directly. Those with negative ones will have to be judged before we decide if they should reincarnate or perish.

"

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"Am I… Am I qualified to be reborn?

" Xuefeng asked them. If they told him he was somewhat a

"chosen one

", then it meant his karma was positive, right?

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"Of course,

" they answered, and he was relieved but not for long.

nThere was another question that had been bothering him.

"Am I going to forget my memories after my rebirth?

"

nThis made the men exchange looks before answering him. One even cleared his throat before he spoke.

"Normally, before everyone reincarnates, they have to drink a special soup that will make them forget all their memories. But you can make use of your wish and keep them.

"

nOh.

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"I wish to keep them,

" he instantly replied.

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"So fast? Don't you want to think more? You can wish for anything you ever want – anything your heart desires,

" the old man prompted, urging Xuefeng to consider longer, but there was interest shining within his old pair of eyes.

nBut his wish was final, and he shook his head.

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"I don't want to forget her…

" he told them just as Xiao Tianshi's face flashed in his mind.

nThe old man nodded in understanding.

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"Okay,

" he agreed.

"Your wish shall be granted. But because the amount of memories is too huge, we must reincarnate you as a teenager. Are you alright with that?

"

nA teenager? He had already lived for 16 years, so he didn't mind.

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"Sure,

" he agreed as he remembered another important matter.

"I have one more question. Will I be reborn as a human?

" he asked to confirm.

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"Of course, or there would be differences in your body otherwise. Unfortunately, we can't get you back to Earth. Because you died, your life link to that world was severed. You can only reincarnate into a different realm. But don't worry, as a fate law holder, we will not mistreat you.

"

nThis time, it was the middle-aged man who answered before he lifted his hand and pointed at something behind him with his thumb.

"If you don't have any more questions, you can go through the portal behind us.

"

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"A-alright…

"

nAs he didn't have any other inquiry, Liu Xuefeng did as he was told. He took one last good look at his surroundings as he thought of her once more. He had just been told that he no longer had any connections with his previous life. This meant he would never see her again.

nHis lids fell half-closed as his eyes glistened with sadness. He took a deep breath and flew towards the portal where he was told to go. As he neared it, the golden light that had been hovering near him all this time, moved quickly and sank into his skull without him noticing, becoming a part of the new him.

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